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Sunona!!!!
Aaj dil ker raha bata du tumko kitne khash Ho tum…
Dur to mere nazro se kafi ho per mere dil ke pass Ho tum….

Kabhi socha na tha maine ki koi itna aziz hoga…
Ki chehre ki salhate padh ker keh dungi Ki kya hua aaj kyun udas ho tum…

Dur rahte Ho na to yaado me tumhari kho jaya karti hu…
Ghanto tumhe soch ker muskraya karti hu…
Ab to mere dost bhi kehne lage hai pagal ho gayi hai ye puri..
Kaise samjhau unhe Main, mere befizul muskaan ki raaz ho tum…

Aaj tum samne ho mere to ek ajib sa Dar hai…
Meri dhadkan tumhe dekh ker badh rahi maano iss per tumhara haq hai…
Nazre tumhe dekhna chahti hai per dar hai kahin isse asani se padh na Lo…
Meri nazre tumse khin ye na keh DE sunona mera Sacha pyar ho tum…

Tumhe pata hai kitne baar dimak ne dil ko kaha mere bas kr aaru ruk jaa ye sab bhul jaa kuch hasil ni hoga tujhe…
Pr ye dil kuch sune to Na use to har dhadkan me jo sunayi DE vo awaz Ho tum…

Per bhot hua ab!!!
aaj Main tumhe bata dungi
Ikraar krke apne pyar ko tumhare liye jata dungi…
Ye soch kr nikalti hu pr karib aate hi dar jati hu..
roj ye khayal batau ya na btau is  kashmakash mein rah jati hu….

Btau bhi kaise na jane kitne h mere jaise tumhare chah me..
itne dil ke bheed ME kaise dikha du ki mere dil ki vo sabse khubsurat ehshash ho tum…

Per himaat dikhayi Maine jata di chahat tumhe ek baar me!!!!
Suno na dil na De sako to kya hua,
Meri sanso se jaakr meri ruh se keh Do ki keh dena dil ki dhadkano ko!! aaj bhi izzazt deta hu tujhe mujhe dekh ker tez se dhadakne ko…
Is ek tarfa ehshash se bhi pyar hai mujhe jisme aaj bhi sabse zyada khash Ho tum…

Nafrat karne ki to fitrat hai meri

Nafrat karne ki to fitrat hai meri
Mujhe mohabbat karna sikhaya gaya tha…

Dil to mere bhi sine me hain
Per uski dhadkan mujhe sunaya gaya tha..

Main to nasamjh anjaan thi dhadkano se..
Mera hath pakad ker sine se laga kar mehsoos karaya gaya tha…

Per aaj ka padha Main kal bhul jaun to ye mohabbat kaise yaad rakhti
Aur uppr se mujhe mohabbat hui Nahi thi karaya gaya tha…

Per kab tak meri nafrat per ye dikhawe ka pyar chalta…
Maaf Karna!!!!! tumhare jaiso se nafrat Karna Mujhe to bachpan se sikhaya Gaya tha …

Main

Main..

Main

To main na is kadar hu…
Ki Nafrat padh loge meri ankho se tum
Aur pyar se Main khud HI bekhabar hun..

Main Na khud mere zindagi ka gum hun… .
Akdu hu judgmental hu or thoda bhot Dumb hun..

Mujhe na chize kafi late samajh me aati hai…
Jab tak samjhti hu tab tak Band Baj jati hai..

Akad itna hai na mujhme ki khatam hone ka Naam hi nahi le raha..

Jab Main khud ko kehti akad kam kar To vo khud ko mera Self Respect kah raha…


Naa jane kitne mod per mera self-respect aaker mere kadmo ko rok leta hai..
Or kehta vo dekh jiske sath tu chal raha hai na vo to bey matlab Kahin aur bah raha…

Judgmental to sach bolte bolte Ho gayi..
Galat ko galat kehne ki is kadar adat hai ki tariff karna hota hai dost bane rahne Ko ye baate mere liye baate HI rah gayi…

Vo kehte rahe mujhe ki logo ka pyar badalta hai tu kyun ise galat keh rahi..


Main judgmental Ho gyi unka pyar badal gaya vo ab kisi aur ke hai or Main apni purani soch ki  mohtaz ban Ke Rah gayi…

Or dumb to is kadar hu ki pucho mat!!!!
Ki har baar thokar lagti hai mujhe unse fir unke sath muskarati hun…
Baat krti hu Akad ki itna!!!
Per un logo ke samne apne self-respect gawan kar aati hun…

Waise to meri puri koshish hoti hai Main ache logo se dur rahu!!!!!
Per haar baar mera samna ache logo se hota hai…
OR wahi purane kisse naye logo ke sath dohrati hun….

Beti se izzat kaise ban gyi tumhari.

Main Izzat hu

To khush ho ab!
Jeet gaye tum!
Paa liye jo pana tha.
Jism hi to hai,
Tumhe jism ki hi bas bukh mitana tha.

Naa jane kyun log izzat ki baat krte haii,
Ise to waise bhi ek din lut jana tha.

Maa! Main beti thi na,
Main to choti thi naa,
To beti se izzat kaise ban gyi tumhari,
Beti hone ka ek bojh tha hi ab izzat ke bojh se jhukh gayi gardan humari.

Phele kam se kam hash to liya krti thi,
Jab beti thi to kam se kam hash to liya krti thi,
Maa! jab se teri izzat bani hu na, muskurahat pr bhi hai meri pheredari.

Maa!!!!!
Tumhe pata hai school se aate usne Mujhe ek din roka tha,
Usdin pheli baar maine uski ankho ME ek ajib bhukh dekha tha.

Main dari Main Sehmi or anjann thi kya ab krna hai,
Fir ek din socha, chikha, chillaya aur samajh gayi ab ladna hai.

Main jeet gayii…
Main usse jeet gyi ….
Per ab vo roz mujhe ek alag chehre me milta hai.
Or ankhe wahi hai jo muje ajeeb sa dekhta hai.
Har gallii har nukad har chaurahe per vo hota hai.
Or Ab lad kar bhi kuch nahi hota hai.

Thak gyi Main
Bas bhot ho gya
Kash Main aaj bhi Terri beti hoti,
Or bina kisi dar ke tere bahon ME soti.

Tujhe vo har baat batati,
Jo mujhe thoda bhi rulati.

Par ab To Main Izzat hu na

Ab mera bas itna haq hai,
Ki apke izzat me dag naa lage ise sambhal kr rakhna bas hai.

Terri izzat par Zamane ki nazar hai,
Chupu kahan zamane ko jata har dagar hai.
Maa! tujhe bhi kuch kah nahi sakti,
Q ki tujhe bhi mujhse jyada zamane ki fikar hai.

Per maaa aaj teri izzat yeh zamane ne lut liya,
Jo kabhi teri beti thi uska har hissa khub liya.

Aaj fir Main chikhi fir Main chillai,
Jitna ho saka utni ki maine ladai .
Per aaj Haar Gyi zamane ke aage,
Kyun ki zamane se harna  tune thi sikhayi.

Un ajeeb ankho se ladna ab  asan lag raha mujhe…
Kyon ki unki ankho Me bhi dar tha kisi ne dekh Liya to zamana kya kahega mujhe…

Udne dona papa mujhe aise bhi kya majburi hai…

Udne dona papa mujhe aise bhi kya majburi hai🙍

Jab choti thi main tumne mujhko chalna hashna sikhlaya tha..
Fir aaj mere hashne chalne per itna rok lgaya kyun..
Khul kar hashta dekh mujhe tumhare hoth muskrate the…
Fir aaj mere khul kar hashne per gussa ankho per aaya kyun..
Ye samaaj nahi hai vo jisne mujhko jeena sikhlaya hai..
Mere papa hain vo insaan jisne meri duniya banaya hai…
Pankh mere tumne failaye sikhaya udna zaruri hai….
Fir udne dona papa mujhe aise bhi kya majburi hai…

Jab choti thi main tumne mujhko chalna hashna sikhlaya tha..
Fir aaj mere hashne chalne per itna rok lgaya kyun..
Khul kar hashta dekh muje tumhare hoth muskrate the…
Fir aaj mere khul kar hashne per gussa ankho per aaya kyun..
Ye samaaj nahi hai vo jisne mujhko jeena sikhlaya hai..
Mere papa hain vo insaan jisne meri duniya banaya hai…
Pankh mere tumne failaye sikhaya udna zaruri hai….
Fir udne dona papa mujhe aise bhi kya majburi hai…


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